rage.

sometimes i actually have good ideas. not that anyone listens.

goal:

->not get walked all over by my 'friends'

another thing - i suggest something, they do it, then claim it. F*CK YOU.

goal:

-> don't help people, they generally just stab me in the back and take advantage of the fact i am nice and will help them out.

i need to stop being so giving. so far karma hasn't been too nice and obviously my niceness has gotten me NOWHERE. i bet about 10 people will turn up to my funeral (family).

although some people will be 'so upset' and claim the attention. of course. use a death to further everyones attention to YOU.